what is love exactly?

beats me.

i know that the only source of love i can ever trust wholeheartedly is the one from up above.

human love can be so frustrating. for all the wrong and right reasons. it wouldn’t bother you so much if it didn’t matter so much. but then again, it’s precisely because it matters so much that it frustrates you.

there is never a perfect measurement of certainty either.

i’ve never been the insecure girlfriend. neither have i been needy for attention. i don’t complain when i don’t hear from my boyfriend the entire day. but why do i kick up such a fuss when i don’t receive a reply from him? it irks me even more when i find out what the reason is. it’s pure laziness i say. fine, if you have a lot of things on your mind, then just say so.

i find it tiring sometimes. i don’t ask for much. i really don’t need material goods. all i want is just affirmation, confirmation that you care, and truly love me. i have a tendency to love freely. sometimes too freely and readily. please don’t make me ration out this love.

maybe i should stick to loving the one who has and will love me the most forever and ever till the day i die.

maybe i will focus my eyes on you dear Jesus.

and remember that true love comes from you.